Monday, April 12, 2010

NEWS IN

WELL IM NOT PREGGERS, BLOOD TEST CAME BACK NEGATIVE.
BUT NOW I HATE MY HUSBAND.. THERES NO LOVE BETWEEN US ANYMORE
JUST NICE BEHAVIOUR AND GENERAL CONVERSATION...

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

i hate waiting

I am waiting on results from the doctors to see if im pregnant or not ekkk,,,,
I have 3 kids under 3, twins@14 mths and a toddler@2. I had the marina coil in for
a year and recently was suffering with pain around my left ovary, nausea, dissiness, cravings.
So something in me said get the marina out and get yourself tested. I have done 2 hpt but both
came up negative. Im worried its an etopic pregnancy, apparently they are common with the marina coil implant.
So the marina is out and tomorrow and i get blood test results. I wonder what will happen if I am
pregnant, will I be happy or not, the mother in me would be happy but in reality,,,,, would i cope with night feeds, how would i walk the kids to places,,,, what about our car? and most importantly would it be twins/triplets?????? ahhhhh
On the other hand if Im not pregnant what the hell is this pain im getting ... grrrrrrr
I had a smear done ytdy so results for that will be a few weeks. God i hope im ok i mean im too young for any type of cancer........
This is my rant for the day - i hope there is someone out there who can shed some light on my confused little mind...... if not thanks for reading :)